Tuesday, March 29, 2005

would you wan to noe...?

If you had a terminal illness, would you want to know abt it?

Early detection increases your chances of recovery.. but then again, treatment is a painful, difficult and risky process. receiving treatment does not equal to recovery because there is no 100% success rate. quite the contrary, the chances of success are often quite slim. so would you rather find out early, go thru all the hellish treatment and hope to recover (but knowing a very high chance of failure = death.. and meanwhile, all your loved ones are worried to death for you... and you yourself are thrown into a whirlpool of emotions); or would you rather not find out about it until your days are numbered? like, find out at the really terminal stages.. so much so that there's totally no chance of recovery.. but at least you have been blissfully ignorant all the way till that time and your suffering is relatively short... but then, you will die for sure... which would you prefer?

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anyway i think i'm quite an inspiration writer, haha... if u'd noticed, i usually either write a lot at a go, or i don't blog for long stretches of time (as illustrated by my last entry posted more than a week ago).. sometimes i jus lack that spark needed for blogging. it's not like i got nth to blog about.. after all, my life ain't that dead... sometimes the timing jus ain't right... sometimes i just don't have the mood... sometimes its just the lack of sth substantial to blog about. actually that chunk above, right at the top, was sth i wanted to blog about for quite some time already. i dunno how come i put off blogging about it until now..

Blogging and writing in my diary is one of my greatest form of solace. My blog is my past. My history. The place where I go to reflect upon myself, the place i go to trace my growth through the years. And my diary is the one place i can always find my inner peace. Because it has seen all my innermost feelings. Because I know it will never betray me. Because it is a place where i am in total control of. Because it is a place where nobody can ever judge me for my thoughts. Because it belongs to me, and me alone. Because it is me.

Music is my interest. Dancing is my passion. Writing.. is my soul.

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