Sunday, June 19, 2005
Confused
Sometimes, I find myself wondering if the choices I have made are correct. Whether I have put my trust in the correct person, or whether it is worth defending someone. Whether the person I defend is worth defending. I sincerely hope so with all my heart. I hope I am just worrying excessively. Guess time will tell. Hopefully time shall bring me some good news.I am feeling confused because I am suddenly finding that I can't even trust my own judgement. How then can I trust others?
They say that dreams are manifestations of your subconsciousness. Or some speculate that dreams may foretell the future. I realise that I can never stop myself from worrying however much I tell myself otherwise.. Especially when my confidence seems to keep weakening even though there are confidence-boosters once in a while..
I find that I'm contradicting myself. Guess this just shows the dilemma I'm in. The helplessness I'm feeling. *sigh*
Wish someone can just lead me the way towards enlightment. Or walk the road with me. Or share my burden.
I never liked making decisions. It's worse when it comes to deciding upon internal matters.. I HATE not knowing how to feel.
Sigh...
Posted by liz at 2:19 am
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