Tuesday, August 30, 2005
sucky day..
What a contrast.Today is such a fruit-less and unproductive day in which I didn't get any work done cuz I had a headache the whole day and jus felt so damn shitty overall. And the fact that i noe i haven't been productive at all the whole day is not helping me any. Morning I suddenly felt some kind of overwhelming sianness which couldn't really be explained.. Have you ever felt so sian of everything around you that you can't even direct your sianness to somewhere? it's just the kind of suffocating feeling where whatever you do you jus feel so detached from it all.. even slacking and lazing around makes you feel sian.. you're just fed up with the whole world and suddenly i'm feeling delusional and wat-not.. in other words i was pretty screwed up the whole morning lah..
Actually not only morning. The disgusting phantom feeling stuck with me throughout the day and even up till now. I can't study properly cuz my head is spinning, I can't play piano cuz I practise for 1.5 hrs already and I'm tired and sick of it, I can't slack cuz it makes me feel sian for that same weird reason (see above), I can't sleep cuz I already slept alot and if i keep sleeping i'll feel very sian about it. Shit what is left for me to do?
Pray that this day will be over soon lor. And that tomorrow will be a brand new shit-less day!
Hopefully.
*crosses fingers*
Posted by liz at 9:47 pm
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