Wednesday, October 11, 2006

We're walking on sunshine.. ooh ooh.. It's gotta feel good...

It's been so long since my last post, due partly to busy-ness with all the work I'm bogged down with, partly laziness to type an entry, partly inspiration-less-ness to generate an entry even if i got down to it. This, despite me having so many things I've wanted to blog about ever since around 2 weeks ago.

I miss my old blogging self where I sounded less dramatic and more.. what's the word? ..spontaneous?

Guess my life has been pretty changed since then. I dunno, it used to seem more carefree back in the days we just finished our A levels and even when we just entered uni. Now it's like there're just so many more worries, so much more stress, and so much more stuff to complain about, but while telling myself to suppress all that anger and unhappiness and just pretend life is great and SMILE.

Someone told me that I should learn to loosen up a little and not get so easily pissed and control my anger. That person said that feelings of anger and unhappiness should be hidden well from other people and that I suck at it. But it's just so hard! I think I'm an expressive person who doesn't like to hide my feelings. Maybe the first step towards this is to stop sounding so depressed on my blog? Haha.

Ok then, so lets talk about happy stuff yah. Swallow all negative thoughts and push them all the way down, like Marge would say, and all the way beyond your toes, onto the ground, and then stamp on them until they are no longer noticeable. Smile like a million bucks to the world because that's how you get judged upon. SMILE!

So here goes.

I had a fabulous weekend. Even though I had tons and tons of work left waiting I slacked and slacked like nobody's business and had a hell of a rollin' good time. Yeah! I felt really guilty about wasting precious time GOOD because I haven't had such a lot of fun for a long, long time. Come to think of it, my slacking bout still hasn't blown over yet considering how I must have watched like 8 hours of TV yesterday ever since I got home in the late afternoon.

Shucks, they are crawling back up my legs like pestering vines. Squish stomp squish stomp. Smile sMiLe SMILE....

My face is getting cramps from smiling =S
I feel better already!

Posted by liz at 9:23 am 3 comments