Tuesday, December 26, 2006

desperately unhappy girl.

I wish I didn't have to do cp with those people... They're so mean! I do wonder if it is my problem that makes them dislike me so much but honestly, I don't think I deserve this kind of treatment. These people are just plain rude. If only I did cp with some other friends. If only I didn't do cp at all?

Haiz... The thought of having to work with them for another 5 months is so excruciatingly torturous. So unhappy :((((

I know everybody is just going to give me advice to stay positive/try to sort things out with them/tell my supervisor but seriously, it's 1)hard to stay positive when you have shitty group members, 2)"sorting things out" is not something that's gonna happen when they bo chap you when you try to "sort things out", 3)not my style to go crying to my supervisor to complain about group members. Besides, I'm outnumbered, so what can I do?

Conclusion is, bear with it and force myself to keep my cool until the whole damn cp is over. I foresee a most unhappy sem ahead. What a way to end off my education. :(((((

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