Wednesday, June 20, 2007
lost at crossroads
Depression is really taking me over. Sometimes there are many things that are much easier said than done. Like telling myself to keep going and not give up, that I am "just taking a slightly longer path to success". What lousy shit.Interestingly enough, mudder just told me that "the really zai ppl aren't the ones who are always successful, but the ones who pick themselves up from failure". Even going by that definition I am a loser. Sob sob. Cuz not only am I not successful, I'm finding it so hard to snap out of my state of depression and self pity. Sigh.. I think my only hope now is that either I suddenly find myself a fantastic job which I love, or that I realise that I am totally at peace with myself in my current job. Is it even possible?
Posted by liz at 12:08 am
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